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5.02.2011
I don't understand how people can keep friends all their lives. I can never make friendships last more than four years. Nothing happens. And that's just it. Nothing happens. They spring up and they die out and that's that. I meet new people and they go back to the friends they've had all their lives.

I'm at the point where I know what to do with my arms, but I don't know where to look.

I've been having ideas lately. A reboot of Casting Such a Thin Shadow (once I finish January Brings Few Faces, that is), but different. I like the characters -- well, most of them. But I can never manage to fit the story around them quite the way I'd like. Stefan-Chlaire is too big for me, I think. I don't rightly know. But this is different. The dynamic is different. Of course, I'll have to do something drastic and figure out another name for the story and stuff. That's a whole goddamn universe right there. I've been seeing a lot of people lately, reading a lot of books, watching a lot of movies. There was something in a moment with Winter in the middle of the mall. There was another something in a dark corner backstage with Steven. There was something in the bathroom at Barnes & Noble with the girl who works at the Starbucks in it. Something on the bus. Something with my lawn-care-obsessed neighbor (I swear, this man spends literally hours EVERY SINGLE DAY manicuring his goddamn lawn). Something with the endless stream of Facebook photos from one of my distant sisters.



Then again, the more things change, the more they stay the same. It's completely senseless, but it's still true.


I want someone to put on Closer around here so I can be Alice.



4 Comments:

Its good to hear from you. wow..well..friendships are hard especially, when you aren't exactly who that friend sees. Its like they invent this person you are suppose to be..then when you aren't..they say you're a liar. Well, this has been slowly happening to me.

By Blogger Cait, at 5/05/2011 05:42:00 PM  

So many tales you need to tell..=)

Its on going with friendships..because friends are never perfect. And sometimes, you wonder..how can you meet the right people. I feel like I meet the wrong ones..all the time.

By Blogger ellie, at 5/05/2011 11:03:00 PM  

I think long friendships are for friendly people. I'm not saying that mean people can't get friends, because I have them and they know I'm not too friendly. I have a handful that I've known for quite a while. But most of them go since I like being by myself often. So, I guess for some friends, you have to be friendly-ish often and talk? I dunno. ._.

By Blogger L, at 5/24/2011 03:59:00 PM  

So did you start your casting story..again...

By Blogger Holly, at 5/27/2011 03:23:00 PM  

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