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1.09.2011
I feel like I'm right back where I started.

And I sort of am, I guess. I don't know. I still don't know what I'm doing. I don't even have any ideas anymore.

I let G read a story I wrote, Bridges. She was surprisingly open-minded about it. She didn't even say anything about the swear words (and granted, I didn't use very many, especially for me. There were maybe seven in the whole story), except that I should edit them if Christian people were going to be reading it. In my mind, I was saying AS IF but out loud I was like, OH OKAY . . . because . . . really. Come on.

I gave her another one, Disconnect, to read about a week ago but she still hasn't read it. So. I'm slightly more concerned about that one. In that one, there's a mention of a teenage boy viewing anime porn and a four-year-old girl says, "There is no God." Okay, that sounds funnier than it is, really. But even so . . .

In February, it will be a year since I've finished a story. I've started plenty since then, Goddess knows. I just haven't finished any. I don't know what it is. I probably need to smoke, but I need Jackie, and Jackie and I aren't speaking. She said very explicitly on Facebook that she hates me. She said that in all-caps, so I'm taking it seriously.

I was about to say that it isn't ENTIRELY Jackie's fault that we aren't speaking, but then I thought about it, and I realized that it IS entirely her fault. Whatever. She knows where I live.

You know what's weird? People who are actually my friends DO know where I live. And yet they ask me where I am, when they could swing by to check if they really wanted to know. Then again, this is real life and not a TV show, so maybe I don't know what I'm talking about.



2 Comments:

Hey, Hope you finish a story soon. I know its hard..believe me..I soooo know.

Its so good to see you are writing. I'm sure you've been busy with so many projects in your life. All the best on your creative. & thanks so much or the note. Its good to hear from you.

I haven't worked as hard as I've wanted on Cass & Cady..granted I killed a main character off.

Although, I did have some fun with the brother who went schizo..although, I don't think many got it.

By Blogger ellie, at 1/10/2011 04:07:00 PM  

Now I want to read the stories.

By Blogger L, at 4/09/2011 03:41:00 PM  

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